On This Road to Somewhere

School is coming to an end. I have no plans to go back! I want to focus on my writing and I want to have my first book published by the end of this year. I am going to do it! And possibly have the second book pounded out by the end of the year too. I can taste it. I have had a few set backs, things in life that I let get in my way. And possibly still in my way, but I am going to bury myself in my work. I am going to do what I have always dreamed of doing. I am going to entertain people with the worlds that live in my head.

Though, I am a little sad that classes are almost over. I won't have a bunch of guys to hang out with three nights a week. lol At least not without looking like one of those chicks that tries to hard to surround herself with guys. :P It's not like I am one of those people that everyone wants to stay in touch with. Don't fuss at me, yes, I am putting myself down but shhh. Close your eyes and pretend you didn't see it.

I don't have class Thursday night but I still have to take my brother. So I am taking my book and going to Panera Bread again. Probably just get a drink and sit there till my brother gets out of class. I should be able to finish reading my book and start on really editing it. I have a good many things to fix in the story before I can even consider sending it off. Then I have a synopsis to write and other letters and of course I have to find literary agents that are accepting my genre of writing. Which, a lot of people are looking for fantasy so that shouldn't be to bad.

I just hate when things change. And school coming to an end is a huge change. So many missed chances, so many words unsaid. I could have had fun...but I chose to be quiet and shy half the time. And probably boring and a little crazy. *sigh* I wish I could have done things different. Maybe then more people would have liked me.