I haven't blogged in a few days here. So I thought I would do something a little...dangerous. I thought I would list a few secrets. Put it out there for the world to see. Okay, maybe not secrets, but things that people may not know about me, things that make me who I am!
- I laugh at everything so I don't have to show another emotion.
- I sometimes cry when I am alone and the silence is to much to bear
- I will always dream of becoming a vampire.
- I will always dream of finding a special door that leads to a world where I fit in. That is where my obsession of keys comes from. I think that if I find the right key, I just know it is going to be a skeleton key, and the right door, I will find the right world.
- I have never felt like I belonged any where. That is why most of the time I stay quiet. And when I get loud or start saying weird things, it usually to hide my discomfort.
- I write to escape the reality that surrounds me. I read to take a break from creating my own world.
- I am sometimes afraid that the world will take away what makes me, me.
- I have a huge fear that I will one day find myself alone in the world. No family, no friends, no one that even looks familiar.
- I fear even more that I will be the reason that I end up alone.
- I push people away because I don't want to get used to them just to lose them.
- I find it hard to open up to people because I am afraid they will turn the other way.
- I like being in the woods because there I feel further away from reality than any book or imagined world can take me.
- I fear any water that is not in a pool! I don't mind creeks so much as long as there are large rocks I can climb on.
- I wish I could fly just so I could take off when ever I needed to escape.
- I wish I was a different person. A person who doesn't think so much about the consequences.
- I dream of some awesome guy showing up playing a guitar and singing a song he wrote just for me. lol
- I don't like to touch people because I don't want people to get close to me.
- I fear that I might be crazy, which might be why I don't want people to close to me.
- I sometimes dream that I am a demon, just so I can feel strong and powerful.
- I think I am to awesome for this world. :P
- I am a mix between a Disney movie and Rob Zombie. lol Sweet and Innocent yet sick and twisted. Yep, that works.
- The first thing I notice on a guy is his smile. Then his laugh and how often I hear it.
- I have too many secrets
- I have a connection to The Little Mermaid. A girl looking for a world where she belongs because the world she lives in just isn't cutting it.
That is all. For now.
